well greg buddy we had a good time together,always a sense of what the cituation was all the time .I really do miss you,you were so blessed with your heart......love ya man.i finally watched your cerimonie on you tube,igot half way through firetrucking crying.but it makes so much closer now through god I feel you and will have you in me ,and I have always sensed carecters of the force its strong in you brother.......well g I died 3times I guess I, don't remember. I was all firetrucked up,and for the rest of my life missing you and my recovery will go on for the rest of my life. so you are not getting of me you will always be around,i can reely feel you and I still see you .....so im not letting go,your always in my heart ,like your still here, to me its a process getting strength from you to heal myself,ill be back gregger' with balance again in my life. cool budd I sense you here with me now,always watching over me ,I love your heart so much ,and now tears for you as I type ,,thanks greg I love you budd and you know this will coutinued forever to be cont..........................................